Anger and tears…

Posted on May 30, 2009 by lesjr.
Categories: General.

 

Tonight I have been moved to tears.

It has been a familiar feeling in the past year.

I was reading on my friend’s blog as he talks about the one year anniversary of the death of his precious son, John Robert Dobbs.

And while my heart breaks anew at the heartache John & Maggie and family must still experience, I must admit to some profound anger. I don’t really blame God. I really don’t.

But I am angry that Satan has so much power in this world to hurt and destroy. I am angry that we often participate in Satan’s work and cause even more pain with our words, attitudes, and heart. I am angry that death can claim the lives of children. I am angry that people I love have to feel that kind of pain. I am angry with the reality of this world that a mom & dad end up hanging wind chimes over the grave of their son.

In my anger I weep.

I weep for the loss my friends will struggle with until eternity calls them home.

I weep for the stupidity so many of us get all wrapped up in while real people hurt.

Anger and tears… it’s what I feel tonight.

Les, Jr.

Drawing Lines

Posted on May 28, 2009 by lesjr.
Categories: Uncategorized.

In many ways I have spent far too much of my life drawing lines.

Sometimes there have been mental lines that maybe others didn’t know about—some fear or pain best kept to myself.

Sometimes they have been lines that needed to be drawn and talked about such as immoral behaviors or attitudes.

Right off the bat, I think of a line needing to be drawn and needing to stay drawn: discrimination. As believers, as a fellowship, we must draw a line as long as it takes that says no discrimination will be tolerated among us as the body of Christ.

None, zip, nada.

And I mean it. No discrimination based on race, no discrimination based on economics, no discrimination based on politics, no discrimination based on the status of your marriage, no discrimination based on your particular sin struggles, no discrimination period. Let’s draw that line and refuse to be a discriminating people.

But other lines have not been so needed or helpful. In fact, many of the lines we draw are disrespectful to the body of Christ.

Many others have written of late over lines of fellowship. Sometimes those lines are drawn between differing branches of Christian belief and thought. And truthfully, I understand the need, the desire to maintain certain doctrinal distinctions. But how right do we have to be in order to be right with God? Does God’s grace cover my inadequate understanding of whatever doctrine or idea is under the microscope? If it covers mine, does it cover others? Furthermore, if we draw lines of fellowship, do we not then limit our ability to teach and learn from each other?

Worse yet are the lines we draw among ourselves.

The local church of which I am blessed to have continuously served for over 11.5 years is a solid conservative group who places a high value on scripture—we are safely ensconced among Restoration theology and tradition.

And yet, we seem to have a somewhat vague perception of being this liberal group of Christians. Truthfully, it would be funny if it wasn’t so sad.

What makes us liberal or progressive?

  • We use PowerPoint.
  • We sing some newer songs.
  • We don’t have a pulpit or a table up front for the Lord’s Supper (we serve from the back).
  • We applaud at baptisms and at other announced good news (and we do not tell our young folks or anybody else that they cannot clap in a song if they so choose).
  • And horror of horrors, we have a praise team (consisting of folks using a microphone where they sit so that all four parts can be heard and followed—and if you heard the pitiful acoustics in our new building, you would really understand why).

Are we really willing to draw a line of fellowship among God’s people over things never even addressed in scripture? Are we really willing to make laws and rules where God hasn’t? Are we really willing to fellowship or not based on our own familiar or comfortable traditions?

I wish I could say I have never drawn such lines in my past, but I have all too willingly.

God forbid! Yes, God forbid that any of us ever be a party again to disrupting the fellowship of God’s people wherever they may be.

Are there any lines you might need to repent of and harder still, figure out how to undraw?

What are the flaws in my thinking?

Let’s talk!

Les, Jr.

Context is King!

Posted on May 20, 2009 by lesjr.
Categories: Uncategorized.

 

D. A. Carson, an evangelical scholar and author of many well written theological tomes of which Exegetical Fallacies is one, has quoted his own minister father with the following: A text without a context is a pretext for a proof text.

In simple language, when we use a Bible verse out of context to prove a point or a position we have already arrived at in our minds, then we have created a doctrine or teaching without any real theological backing.

Truthfully, it happens more than you might realize. For example, Matthew 18:18-20 says, “I tell you the truth, whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven. “Again, I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything you ask for, it will be done for you by my Father in heaven. For where two or three come together in my name, there am I with them.”

There are at least three common positions or teachings taken from this passage that completely miss the context and point Jesus was making. Briefly, this passage is not about spiritual warfare—the binding and loosing of Satan and his influence—second, this passage is not about the power of prayer when two people are in agreement—and third, this passage is not about having a valid worship service while traveling, etc. because “where two or three come together” in Jesus name means he is in the midst.

To get what Jesus is saying, you have to read the verses that come before!

Matthew 18:15-17, “If your brother sins against you, go and show him his fault, just between the two of you. If he listens to you, you have won your brother over. But if he will not listen, take one or two others along, so that ‘every matter may be established by the testimony of two or three witnesses.’ If he refuses to listen to them, tell it to the church; and if he refuses to listen even to the church, treat him as you would a pagan or a tax collector.”

The short of it is this is about church discipline. This is all about the process of confronting those caught up in sin!

So, how do you read the Bible? Do you use the pick and choose method of pulling verses out of their context to make them say what you want? Or do you make the decision that context is king and no verse can say something different than what is intended by the context?

How we choose to honor scripture makes a world of difference in understanding what scripture really has to say!

Blessings on your study of God’s Word!

Les, Jr.

 

 


Saturday Night

Posted on May 16, 2009 by lesjr.
Categories: General.

 

It’s a Saturday night in the Ferguson house.

The kids are asleep—at least the ones here.

Clothes for Sunday morning are laid out for me to iron early in the morning.

My sermon is prepped and ready to go.

I am enjoying a few moments of peace and quiet—reflecting on the blessings of family, friends, and God.

O, how I am blessed!

  • My beautiful wife has the most amazing ability to get more beautiful each day.
  • My children are each unique and special—they bring the most astounding attributes to the table of our lives.

And so as this day draws to a close, as I lay my head down to sleep, I pray the Lord…

“Thank you for my family—my friends—our church family… thank you for taking my burden of sin away… thank you for providing all I need and then some… thank you, Lord. Amen!”

May you be as richly blessed!

Les, Jr.


Guilty, Guilty, Guilty–but I refuse to be anymore!

Posted on May 6, 2009 by lesjr.
Categories: Church.

 

Mark Buchanan, contributing editor of Leadership, quotes Jim Cymbala of Brooklyn Tabernacle:

 

“The number one sin of the church in America is that its pastors and leaders are not one their knees crying out to God, ‘Bring us the drug-addicted, bring us the prostitutes, bring us the destitute, bring us the gang leaders, bring us those with AIDS, bring us the people nobody else wants, whom only you can heal, and let us love them in your name until they are whole.’” (Leadership Spring 2009, 98.)

 

May God rock our pretty little world with the reality of messy lives needing forgiveness and change.

 

May God send us messy people.

 

May God give us the wisdom and compassion, the mercy and grace to show them His love!

 

Les, Jr.

 

Will You Help…

Posted on May 5, 2009 by lesjr.
Categories: Church, Family, Friends, General, Uncategorized.

…Feed the Dump people?

Check out http://www.treymorgan.net/ and see what you can do!

I will! 

Les, Jr.

I Am Waiting

Posted on May 4, 2009 by lesjr.
Categories: Church, Family, Friends, General.

 

I will admit it. I don’t understand.

Sometimes my not understanding leads me to anger and sometimes to despair.

Truthfully, there are also times—more numerous than I want to admit where my not understanding leads to a numbness of the soul where my spirituality isn’t really alive and vital—more of a going through the motions.

And yes, the theologian in me likes to think I do know the answer, but the answer I know—intellectually—isn’t always very satisfying emotionally, spiritually, and physically.

And it’s not like I don’t pray.
And it’s not like it’s beyond God’s ability to answer my specific prayers in ways that would astound the world and give him all the glory.

Maybe you understand what I mean from your own unique perspective. However, my perspective is for our son, Cole.

I don’t understand why he has to go through 19 years of life with all of the difficulties, frustrations, and challenges he faces.
I don’t understand why we have to go through test after test and can’t seem to get any definitive answer.
I don’t understand why God doesn’t see fit to heal him completely…now.
I don’t understand why our prayers for his anger and out-of-control behavior seem as if they never rise above the roof.
I don’t understand why it seems at times we cannot get a single moment of peace.

Theologically, I understand sickness, disease, and death are by-products of living in a broken world.
Theologically, I understand the question isn’t “why me” but “why not me.”

Spiritually, emotionally, and physically, I am tired of that answer.
But I am waiting. And as I wait, I pray that my attitude, actions, and life will reflect the words of John Waller’s song…

I’m waiting
I’m waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I’m waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience
While I’m waiting
I will serve You
While I’m waiting
I will worship
While I’m waiting
I will not faint
I’ll be running the race
Even while I wait

In Mark 9, Jesus is presented with a healing opportunity—a boy with an evil spirit. As he talks with the boy’s father, Jesus says “Everything is possible for him who believes.” And the father’s answer has to be mine, “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!”

I am waiting, Lord, sometimes impatiently, sometimes angrily, sometimes with a deep, deep numbness. But I am waiting. Help me over come my waiting that really isn’t.

May God help each of us move through life bold and confident, even when we are waiting…

Les, Jr.